How I know I miss you ..........

How do I know I am missing you 

" Speaking to myself 
Laughing at nothing 
Repeatedly checking over my shoulder
Realizing that the wait is not over 

Cribbing along with heavy steps 
Silently wishing for you 
Repeatedly checking over my shoulder 
Realizing that the wait is not over

Waking up to see you smiling 
Dozing off as I speak to you 
Repeatedly calling out for you
Realizing that the wait is not over

Feeling alone in a crowd
Stuck staring at nothing 
Repeatedly calling out for you
Realizing that the wait is not over " 

Is this missing you ? 
May be ? May be not ? 
But the wait is still on 
Till I stop looking over my shoulder 
Till I stop calling out for you . 


---------- Uday Guntupalli