As we walk apart

For every minute
That we spend apart
For every step
That we take apart
A cloud forms
An unrest settles
With my heart beating wildly
For being separated from its mate
------------Uday.G

Your consent

The wait for your stare
Speaks little
The wait for your smile
Speaks little
The wait for your gestures
Speak even less
The wait for charming you
Speak even less
But , the wait for your consent speaks it all "
-------------- Uday .G

Why I hate to explain myself to you

My attempts to explain myself
My trials to explain my heart
My efforts to open up
My cracks at transparency
All look meaningless
All sound funny
They make me feel like a fool
They leave me confused
When they are meant for you
When they are done for you
It looks like my heart attempts to repeat to itself
It seems that my mind reasserts itself what it is
For long before our souls have united as one
Does all this mean anything ?
---------------Uday. G

" What your company means to me "

" In your wake I have seen true joy
In your company I have experienced true love
In your words I have felt true care
In your looks I have seen true affection

Cherishing each moment spent by your side
Memorizing them even in sleep
Awaiting to credit more such memories
I ache for time that can be spent with you

For I know the value of your presence by my side
I value your presence beyond anything
Bless me with your presence
To cherish for ever"
---------------------Uday. G

Shattered hopes

" Wishing to walk by your side
Craving to be the one to hold your hand
Trying to win your heart
Taking life away from the bruises we endured
I wanted to be
the reason for your smile
You fear that
you might bring tears to my eyes
Little do you realize
they turn sweet when they are shed for you
But you let bruises of yesterday
shadow my feelings
Willing to walk away
From the heart that beats for you
Deserting the soul
that craved to be yours
Wondering why you fear tomorrow
not even seeing today
I stand at the cross roads
Unwilling to let you go
But hating to force my presence upon you
I drag my feet away
Shedding tears
Bruising myself
Willing to go down the path of pain
Which I am much more familiar with
---------Uday.G

" How important you are to me ? "

"Every time you get engrossed in work
i let my imagination run wild
Barely trying to control the countless things I want to share
I let silence rule
Waiting for you to take interest
I let myself lose in thoughts
Barely trying to express the countless feelings I crave to express
For I wish to hold your hand now
Barely being able to blurt all that my heart leaps up for
For I wish to make you mine for ever and ever "
----------Uday Guntupalli

"A life meant for you "

‎"Willing to lay down this life for you
To carve a story of love
Willing to wait at the end of any road
Just to wait to see you walk up for me
Willing to stay alone
To be able to hold you arm gently in mine
Willing to live like this for ever
To be able to see you smile "
-------- uday .g

" A world for you "

" A world has been carved for you Your smile is a boon Your sorrow a curse Your attention a godsend Your negligence an un acceptable pain But your never realize what you mean to me The pain you inflict The negligence you display Tearing me into pieces Destroying a world that was meant for you " When will you realize what you mean to me When my heart bleeds out your name When my world collapses And still amongst the ruins I search for your hand For only that has meaning For only that is soothing ---------------- Uday .G

"Realizing what I mean to U "

" Craved to touch your heart Be your hero Ached to win you over Be your hero I stop myself Wondering why I move away Understanding what I am in your eyes To win you over A heart that is confused To make you feel special A feeling someone else is also trying to invoke " I drop to a slumber Which I have known only once before I shall not be waken from this Like I have been now " -------------Uday Guntupalli

Is it so easy to say no ?

Opening my heart for you
After assuming I never would
Paving a way for you
After assuming I will never yield the path
Waiting expectantly
After giving up hope
Waiting eagerly
After having found renewed enthusiasm for you
Giving up on thoughts of love
I have travelled along a lonely track
Only to find you
Enticing me back to love
Now I stay confused
Not knowing if the path exists
Now I stand dejected
Not knowing if I have your warmth to accompany me
Filled with depression
Life gets back to gloomy days
Where I carve for your warmth
I cry like a baby for your love
Will you ever truly hold my hand
Is it so easy to say no?
--------- Uday .G

Pleasant walks

Every step that I walk with you
Every moment I spend with you
Is a boon I never prayed for
Is a chance I can never miss
Wishing that these moments last
Hoping that they only lengthen
Endearing such a lovely soul to me
Enveloping me with serenity
With a heart so pure
As fair as the snow
With a smile so innocent
As plain as that of a child
You are a boon
Your company is a blessing
-----uday guntupalli

Anticipation That Paid OFF

Awaiting her glance
Awaiting her call
Agony I have endured
Joy I have forgone
Shackles I have lived with
Suffering I have undergone
Time I have spent alone
Tears I have shed for you
Every moment I would have spent with you
Every moment I spent awaiting your come back
Long waits seem to paid off
Long hours of agony seem distant now
Today, I await your comeback to my side
I anticipate every moment that I wish to spend with you
Will never want to lose you again
To hold your hand forever

----------------------Uday.G

" Y i stare at you "

The moment your eyes became moist
that moment my heart lost its rhythm
The moment your face lost the smile
that moment life drained out of mine
That charmed smile of yours
Fills my heart with joy
That lively nod of yours
renews with new vigor
Craving your smile
cherishing your content
Celebrating your success
Charmed by your presence

I stand behind watching your step
Loving your grace
Enchanted by your charisma

-----------Uday .G

"TRUE FEELINGS "

It fills me with awe and wonder to stare at you
An enchanting smile
A killer glance
Am filled with fear , coz
You are so impeccable
You are so immaculate
My eyes crave for you
In busiest crowds
In all known and unknown gatherings
Always surprised
To find my eyes searching for you involuntarily
To suudenly realise that I am in your company
Instilling confidence
Are your charming grins
And enticing miens
Bowled over by your radiating perfection
Lost in your alluring presence
My heart has skipped a beat
In a life so colorful and bright
Will you walk with me
Will you stay by me
Making it even more amusing & enjoyable ??

----------------Uday.G

The life meant for you

In this life meant for you
" Long walks in the night
Late talks into the night
Unmatched successes
Unchallenged milestones
All look trivial
All seem meaningless
The most exciting prospects
The most intriguing objects
The most caring companions
The worst loathed rivals
All look lifeless
All seem meaningless
Little can words convey
Plenty stays unspoken
Most things look so insignificant
Most thoughts sound so irrelevant
All of this is due to absence of your company in a life meant for you

---------Uday.G

"Special Birthday wishes for my dearest friend "

This day
The sun shall not shine
any brighter than ever
The moon shall not last
any longer then ever
The breeze shall not
be any cooler
The rain shall not
come by as a drizzle
This day may not be special to many
But to me this is the day God has given you to me as a boon for life
Many many happy returns of the day "
-------------Uday .G

SOMEONE SPECIAL

Yes , will hold some hand in mine
till the end of time
Yes , will share my thoughts with someone
till my last heart beat
Little does it matter
when it is not your hand in mine
Little do I care
when its not you who shares my thoughts
Yes, will rest in some lap
every night
Yes, will sleep on some shoulder
every time in distress
Little does it matter
when it is not your lap that I rest on
Little do I care when it is not your shoulder that I sleep on

For you are someone special to me
-----------------------Uday.G

FAREWELL

“The day that I shall dread
For years to come
The day when I shall leave the place
Where I have learnt what life is
The day when I shall set out in search of a new home
Away from the one that has been my home
The day when I shall walk alone
Far away from the group of which I have been a part off”

“I have understood what life is
I have learnt what friendship is
I have learnt the joy in giving
I have learnt the ways of the cruel & treacherous
I have understood how it feels to be cheated
I have learnt what love is
I know how it feels to be loved
I know how it feels to be left out
I know what all this means “
WE ARE PARTING WAYS  

“I stare with puffy eyes
I am wrapped up in my feelings
I still wonder “WHY I NEVER TOLD YOU OR YOU TO ME? “
Now there is none to blame
I carry the burden of our separation
Dreaming how it would feel to rest my head in your lap
Or to have yours on my shoulders
I might never get to know, Will I????

----------Uday.G