Monday, February 22, 2010

" A BRUISED HEART SPEAKS "

The day you left my hand
That day I lost my ability to think
The day you spoke those fateful words
That day I lost my sense of listening
The day you made me make that fateful promise
I lost my sense of speech
A lot of time has passed
I have lost all sense of time
TIME IS KNOWN TO HEAL ALL WOUNDS
BUT MY WOUND HAS ONLY DEEPENED
Now you want to make up
You want to be in my thoughts
Now you want to whisper lovingly into my ears
The words of passion
Now you ask me to pledge my love to you
Yet again you ask of me the love you have abandoned.
What should I offer?
What can this wounded heart offer you?
Impaired by the loss of your love
Paralyzed by the loss of your company
My heart has ceased to respond
I have lost all my feelings.
But my heart still aches from those sweet memoirs
Those days when you and I were spoken as off one
I feel it is a boon to see you beside me again
I take immense pleasure in walking by your side
Your breath by my side brings in new hopes
Transporting me to the world I can ever be only with you.
My hopes improve with each passing moment
Anxiousness to gain you back builds within the shattered pieces
But my battered soul wards me off
Afraid of the pain it has experienced
If I ever lose you again
I will never be able to recoup myself again.

-------------UDAY.G

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Learn the truth

Charmed by his innocent looks
Carried away by his impressive demeanor
Enamored by his chastising (imprisoning) vocalizations
Dreaming of his famed humor
Dear lass off you are going, off you are going.

He stands out in the group
He is one in the crowd
He leads many
He has it all, and now you
Dear lass off you are going, off you are going

You complement each other well
So says everyone
You make a good pair
So says everyone
Dear lass off you are going, off you are going
Stop your thoughtless journey
Halt your feet
Turn back towards the path you have trodden
See what has changed
Dear lass stop leaving me, stop leaving me
In my pained eyes
Search for the truth
In my troubled words
Learn the unspoken
Dear lass stop leaving me, stop leaving me

As you look through the past
Search what time has offered
In troubled waters
Who will stand by you?
Dear lass stop leaving me, stop leaving me

Unspoken is the truth
Unbearable is the pain
More than the pain that you have deserted me
I fear about your innocence getting trampled by his deceit
Dear lass stop leaving me, stop leaving me..

As you look back I sit aloof mouthing the unknown prayers for your well being . . Step back if not into my life at least into safety

------------Uday .G