Is it so easy to say no ?

Opening my heart for you
After assuming I never would
Paving a way for you
After assuming I will never yield the path
Waiting expectantly
After giving up hope
Waiting eagerly
After having found renewed enthusiasm for you
Giving up on thoughts of love
I have travelled along a lonely track
Only to find you
Enticing me back to love
Now I stay confused
Not knowing if the path exists
Now I stand dejected
Not knowing if I have your warmth to accompany me
Filled with depression
Life gets back to gloomy days
Where I carve for your warmth
I cry like a baby for your love
Will you ever truly hold my hand
Is it so easy to say no?
--------- Uday .G

Pleasant walks

Every step that I walk with you
Every moment I spend with you
Is a boon I never prayed for
Is a chance I can never miss
Wishing that these moments last
Hoping that they only lengthen
Endearing such a lovely soul to me
Enveloping me with serenity
With a heart so pure
As fair as the snow
With a smile so innocent
As plain as that of a child
You are a boon
Your company is a blessing
-----uday guntupalli

Anticipation That Paid OFF

Awaiting her glance
Awaiting her call
Agony I have endured
Joy I have forgone
Shackles I have lived with
Suffering I have undergone
Time I have spent alone
Tears I have shed for you
Every moment I would have spent with you
Every moment I spent awaiting your come back
Long waits seem to paid off
Long hours of agony seem distant now
Today, I await your comeback to my side
I anticipate every moment that I wish to spend with you
Will never want to lose you again
To hold your hand forever

----------------------Uday.G

" Y i stare at you "

The moment your eyes became moist
that moment my heart lost its rhythm
The moment your face lost the smile
that moment life drained out of mine
That charmed smile of yours
Fills my heart with joy
That lively nod of yours
renews with new vigor
Craving your smile
cherishing your content
Celebrating your success
Charmed by your presence

I stand behind watching your step
Loving your grace
Enchanted by your charisma

-----------Uday .G

"TRUE FEELINGS "

It fills me with awe and wonder to stare at you
An enchanting smile
A killer glance
Am filled with fear , coz
You are so impeccable
You are so immaculate
My eyes crave for you
In busiest crowds
In all known and unknown gatherings
Always surprised
To find my eyes searching for you involuntarily
To suudenly realise that I am in your company
Instilling confidence
Are your charming grins
And enticing miens
Bowled over by your radiating perfection
Lost in your alluring presence
My heart has skipped a beat
In a life so colorful and bright
Will you walk with me
Will you stay by me
Making it even more amusing & enjoyable ??

----------------Uday.G

The life meant for you

In this life meant for you
" Long walks in the night
Late talks into the night
Unmatched successes
Unchallenged milestones
All look trivial
All seem meaningless
The most exciting prospects
The most intriguing objects
The most caring companions
The worst loathed rivals
All look lifeless
All seem meaningless
Little can words convey
Plenty stays unspoken
Most things look so insignificant
Most thoughts sound so irrelevant
All of this is due to absence of your company in a life meant for you

---------Uday.G

"Special Birthday wishes for my dearest friend "

This day
The sun shall not shine
any brighter than ever
The moon shall not last
any longer then ever
The breeze shall not
be any cooler
The rain shall not
come by as a drizzle
This day may not be special to many
But to me this is the day God has given you to me as a boon for life
Many many happy returns of the day "
-------------Uday .G